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08/02/2007 Horoscope!
Although my space is called "Horoscope", I haven't written anything about it since it was created. I don't even remember why I picked that name, maybe just because I needed some luck and I kinda believe in destiny. So people who are interested in horoscope as well , I'd like to share the this site(just click the icon) with you and best wishes from "AQUAIUS". (PS: Of course I am the coolest aquarius, who else is Aquarius? ) 08/01/2007 School starts today! The winter break just passed, so fast! Now, I am kind of expecting the new term. It looks like I have to be working real hard again. Just hope, everything works out great! Fighting !!!... 01/01/2007 good bye 2006, good luck 2007 2006 has passed and it has been a significant year in my life. All memories of 2006, hope it is an asset in my future life. 2007 has come, and I hope that good luck is with me and the people i care about. 29/12/2006 突然发现好像被"点"了前两天太忙, 今天闲下来居然发现自己被aaron给点了 答题吧:
1.2007年最想要做的是什么?
A: 成功的活下来
2.你觉的一生最重要的事情是什么?
A: 当然还是成功的活下来了
3.如果可以从机器猫那里得到一样宝贝,你第一件事是做什么?
A: 让他给我个他 同胞兄弟
4.当你突然有一天被老天踢到古代或者未来,你第一件事情做什么?
A: 弄明白到底是到了 过去 还是 未来
5.想象一下10年以后想起10年前你自己的心情会是怎样?
A: 庆幸 又成功的活了10年
6.你为什么要Blog?
A: 跟别人要blog一个原因
7.你喜欢自己性格中的哪点?
A: 忍
8.请形容一下你理想中的结婚场景?
A: 不用太铺张 就在 玛丽女王号 里办办就行了
9.如果你中了五百万你怎样消费?
A: 再去买彩票
10.在做这道题时你的脑海中第一个想到的人或者想的最多的人是谁?
A: 我自己啊 你不一直在问我问题么 这题也出...
11.如果你坐在一个面朝大海的窗前,有一个写字台,上面有一张纸一支笔,你想写给谁,写些什么?
A: 写什么? 做编程题吧 哈哈
12.最近在看的电视?
A: ppstream上的所有好看的 受范琪影响 一直在看韩国的综艺 (堕落啊...)
13.最近在做的事?
A: 天天 吃完睡 睡完吃
14.最近在听的音乐?
A: 就是音乐啦
15.最近在吃的东西?
A: 最近的? 刚吃的 上海粗炒面
16.最近在看的报刊?
A: 不看
17.最常去的地方?
A: 宿舍的那张床
18.最近常想的异性?
A: 韩佳人, 没想到韩国人还有没整容就长的那么标准的
19.最近最想做的事情?
A: 怎么总是想做什么? 开心的活着!
20.最近的身体状况?
A: 上完大一 体格比以前好多了
21.你对得起自己吗?
A: 有啥对得起对不起的, 都是自己人
22.你最爱的人是谁?
A: 应该是最爱的人们! 太多了...
23.你在生活中能做到心口如一吗?
A: 不 能 (汗...)
24.如果可以选择,你喜欢做国王还是渔夫(也就是权者和隐士之间的选择吧)
A: 我就选 国王, 不行还有权以后选择当渔夫 哈哈
25.当你的亲人把他/她的看法强加于你,而这事又违背你的做人原则,你会怎么办?
A: 没有这种时候
26.这个游戏你还想做下去吗?
A: 不想(还得去别人space上 copy)
27.这个游戏你喜欢吗
A: 这是游戏吗? 还有人有脸说这事游戏?
28.如果一个异性朋友对你很好很好,好的让你感到不大相信这一切都是真的,然而这些却是事实,你会怎么办
A: 对她也好呗
29.第一次初吻是在几岁时?
A: 我敢肯定是我妈 我那时候 还不到一岁
30.你觉得自己最像《围城》中的哪个人物?
A: Am I supposed to have read that book?
31.为什么喜欢现在喜欢的那个人?
A: 哪个人? 再说喜欢用理由么?
32.你会盘点你的2006年以及畅想你的2007年吗?
A: 不想 所以不会
33.如果你喜欢上一个不喜欢你的人,你会选择放弃还是坚持?
A: 放弃吧 折磨自己爽么?
34.至今为止让你最最难过的一件事是什么?
A: 都最难过了 还问 还是人不?
35.对自己喜欢的人最必要的条件是什么?
A: 善良
36.会不会觉得自己很被别人讨厌?
A: 可能吧
37.马上要结束的2006,你想对它说什么?
A: 再见呗
38.你是不是水性杨花的见异思迁女生?(我把题稍微改下,“。。。女生/男生”)
A: 现在单身 还是可以随便“迁”的 吧
39.用什么方式保护自己不受伤害?
A: 就是让伤害猛烈的来吧.
40.为什么大家都喜欢用“哦”这个让人难受又白痴得字。。。?
A: 我哪知道 你问大家啊. 可能就是想让出题人难受吧.
41.当妈(爹)后要养个什么样的小孩子?
A: 能成功的活着的人
42.讲一个冷笑话吧,就一个。
A: 我就讲两 气死你
43.题做到这了,头大了几圈儿了?
A: 我是边吃边做, 肚子大了不少倒是.
44.觉不觉得应该让发明这个题的人请所有做过这个题的人吃饭?
A: 嗯 好主意.
45.冬天最行之有效的取暖方法是?
A: 多穿点呗.冷还不知道穿 傻啊.
46. 客观地阐述一下对“相亲”这回事的看法。(字数不得少于20)
A: 啥事相亲?
47. 你的梦想是什么??
A: 幸福地活着
48. 最想和你的爱人做的一件事(此人可以是过去的,未来的,现实的,虚拟的)
A: 做她想做的一件事.
处于人道主义的原因, 同时逃避请大家吃饭, 我就不传下去了. 13/12/2006 out of control!!! right after I blew the civ final, I watched ppstream for 10 hours so far. oh, my god, i couldn't control myself and there is going to be the hardest final the day after tomorrwo. what am i thinking? but by the way, ppstream is a real good software if you want to kill time or to have the feeling of being dead inside. It is just the fist term of the first year. I don't know why I have no ambition to be like what i was back in china( feel really weird now, like I am back to first year high school). I am not a person to be perfect or tired to trying to be the best ones. anyway, better get more incentive, for the sake of my parents, my grandmother and myself. Someone please give me some pressure!!! Ego is dominating me.I am now out of control!!!! 10/12/2006 Tired of studying!!! Done another final---calculus. Went to eat hotpot with aaron and crystal yesterday night. and right after eating so much stuff ( i always eat a lot, hard to know when I am full. 03/12/2006 final cram First time that I didn't sleep two nights. CDS, damn you! I have to say this course is really metaphysical. Nothing real, nothing useful, at least for now. It feels funny and mostly weird in the daytime after I hardly slept. And one good thing is that you tell by your body, not your heart, which course is boring and which is interesting. Of course, I didn't sleep in any classes. Liar, liar, pants on fire! haha, i slept on civ, sorry , professor!
I have not realized the term is almost done until on friday i found out the first final is next monday. what the hell, only two days left? but i am still watching Pirate of caribbean 2. ah, my conscience is being flagellated. kk, let's get it started! Finals, I will kill you, or else you kill me. haha, be smarten up! 24/11/2006 妈, 我爱你! 妈, 今天你过生日, 儿子默默地在心里祝福你.
你看着我长大, 我们一起经历的太多太多了. 生活对你真的可能不公平吧, 但是我还可以说:"妈, 还有我呢!"
我想说的很多, 但是有时候 有好多话都不知道怎么说出口. 那种人自由抒发感情的本能 已经部分的 永远地不属于我了. 但是我的心还是火热的,
我一直很牵挂你, 你的身体, 你的心情. 人都说母子连心, 是真的. 你有什么不顺心的事的时候, 我都有预感似的. 就是你不说我也知道.
亲情是世上最真诚, 最坚实的感情了. 那种感情又是最平淡 但又温馨的了. 想用那些花哨的词去形容那感情 反而让"亲情" 这个词打了折扣. 心里
挂念和嘴上挂念是天壤之别啊.
也不知道最好的生日礼物是什么. 母亲永远不从儿女那奢求什么. 作父母的, 也就是想看到我们 出人头地 活得好就开心了, 满足了. 但是, 妈, 我会让你更开心一点, 我要让你感到骄傲, 没白生我这个儿子.
母亲永远不要求儿子给什么生日礼物, 也许只要有一句祝福就足够了. 我不会说什么 只想真诚地说:" 妈, 从今以后, 不管遇到什么都要开开心心的.
好好照顾自己多一点."
"妈, 我爱你!" 19/11/2006 Fantastic Life Recently Recently I have been living a great life . Last weekend, I went to a sushi buffet place having a sushi-devouring spree. Yesterday, I went out to china town to have supper with friends( roasted duck and barbequed pork). Today, actually I was just back from a restaurant named "Dongbei Yijiaren"(东北一家人). All the food there is what I ate when I was at my hometown. It is like meeting some old friends who i have not met for a long time eating out there. I felt home-like familarity and warmth.
Relaxing in a busy life feels really good. Also meeting some old friends and talking with them make me more relaxed. Being a foreigner in a big western city, you can imagine the bond between us. We also planned what to do on this year's christmas day. Suddenly I found my life is much richer than I thought.
Finals are coming incredibly fast. Only ten days left and for some courses I haven't read even one page of the books. So, relexed life ends this midnight and craming starts now, leaving the beautiful expectation for the first vacation behind for now.
(Any one has any plan for the vacation yet? share it with me please!) 12/11/2006 no title last friday, when i was in AC playing basketball, i came across my canadian phyisics teacher who also graduated from UT. We had a short conversation. He told me there is also a chinese student in crestwood who is doing great on physics and math ( sure he knows everything because the stuff in high school here is too easy for us to not get perfect marks.) Having met him reminded me the hell-like life last year in canada. Choosing to come to a high shool named crestwood, deceived by a fucking mercenary b** who promised to get me accepted the university I chosen, got all set up by the hypocritical SANTOMEROS , those were just little pieces of wretched life last year. Mentioning the santomeros, they are a couple who teach math in crestwood. In my mind, except making fools of native kids, they also showed me how unqualified a teacher could be, and more importantly how a seemingly nice man could intrinsically be so malicious and contemptible.
I used to live in homestays with white people. The first one is 2 hours away from the school. Once I had to get up at four to make a basketball team's tryout at 7. The hostess is divorced and never had a baby. Me and a chinese girl have to make meals for her and clean up the house. After 2 months, I finally had the chance to switch to another homestay. I thought this time I could taste a real modern westerners' life, but jesus, I was deep in hell. First time that i ever heard how a daughter swears on her mother , first time I was cut off the internet for 2 moths, first time I never had a full meal for 2 months, first time I should not speak a word after 11 oclock, first time I should not be in washroom for more than 5 minutes and FIRST TIME i was refused acceptance to UW( University of Waterloo). I can tolerate anything but the last one. The ignorance of the guidance of crestwood and the bureaucracy of the university( the inefficiency of canada is really well-known) both put my life on a totally different path. and when waterloo did gave me an offer and a lot of scholarship, I declined the offer without any questions.
Anyway, last year was in past tense now, and i think to grow up, living a bitter life is the quickest way cuz if i know i can stand that kind of life, i got nothing to be afaid of no matter how severe the life is gonna be.
04/11/2006 A temporary break Just finished watching a new episode of LOST----everyman for himself. The title is "everyman for himself" but actually the main theme is "no one is only for himself". There must be someone you care no matter what. But those I care so much always put me between a rock and a hard place. oh , shut up! I 'll just forget it for now.
All the midterms are done. But within a month the finals are coming. The university here tends to push people to learn everything fast and efficiently. That is the good part I think which are for people to grow up , to have a look at the true world. Also, here I can meet a lot of different people, most are awesome. They make my universtiy life rich and brilliant. I believe some of us will change the world after graduating from this famous university.
Everyday is a new start. But everyday is also normal. Try to make everyday worth it even though we have different lives, some are good some are bad. Difference makes the world beautiful. I will keep walking on my own unique road, ignoring any remarks of others. 03/11/2006 ...... I am really tired. Tired of everything. The normal appearance can not conceal my exhausted soul. How long is it before it will finally get to the end. Hope soon but no. Hope forever...... 02/11/2006 Broken... I don't know why but I think I am doomed by my destiny in my blood . Whenever something is going to happen, whether it is blessed or heartstricken, I can sense it beforehand. But often times, it is something that hurts too hard to heal. Gradually, I am used to grief and gradually I have become a melancholic. since when did I become a melancholic ? I don't know and don't want to know. Only sad music can strike my heart and that is the only thing that empathizes with me. Sometimes, amnesia is good thing. It helps to strain suffering from your life. And hopefully, the sorrow memory will be passed into oblivion and never be unshrouded. But it is not the case for me. I guess I have amnesia too but the memory can not be buried. There has always been some incidents that stired my subconscious so that once a while, miseries are like unbridled flood pouring out of the gate of memory. It feels like a wound in my heart that keeps bleeding and when it almost heals someone just rub salt in it , so there is no way that I can even scar. I guess something is innate or predestinated in my life and I will never get away from it. And there is something predetermined to be taken away from my incomplete life. Everyone has a same life and everyone has an even different one. Who knows...
Still, I remebered one of my friends told me some people are wolves. They hunt in the wild woods and show a ferocious face to others in the daytime. But when the curtain of night falls, they walk alone and lick their gashes. I cann't help but compare me as a wolf. Life itself is not easy and it seems harsher to me. People may accuse me of being assumed but who actually knows me? Nobody. Not even myself.
While writing this, I am Listening to Green Days' "boulevard of broken dreams". Am I also the one walking on a lonely road or maybe I am just the shadow that walks besides myself? I tried to reach someone out there but at the twinkling instant the reality broke. Me? All broken. Broken... 31/10/2006 Trudging on the way of learning English! Today I had a meeting with a communication profressor talking about The Team CDS(Conceptual Design Specification). He commented on the sentences, grammars, formats and styles as my english teachers did in china. While he was talking about how to write in proper english,for some reason, my memory flashed back to where I started learning english. As I recall,I have been learning english systematically since middle school. I learned a tiny bit of english in primary school but couldn't remember a word. In fact, in primary school the most complex expression I learned was"excuse me!" and it took me 1 year.( I don't want to say I am an idiot about languages but I am.) Then ever since middle school, I learned a lot grammars, or put it a little exaggeratedly, I learned nothing but grammars. Actually most chinese students can be experts of english grammars.Everybody is familiar with TOEFL test right? Chinese students can get 98% correct on the grammar section while even the native speakers cann't, which I think is ridiculous but normal. If I am tested on my chinese grammar, I would probably fail it too. Who cares grammars when he is speaking in his first language!
Why is english so popular and useful nowadays? I guess it is partially due to the Great Britain's colonialism. Look at Hongkong, India, America, the official language are all english. Other than that, personally speaking, english is the easiest language of all the western languages. English words are comparatively shorter than those in other languages, like french. In canada, french is also an official language. Many things are written in both english and french and in most cases, french words are always longer than the english ones. English also has the similar grammar as chinese. It is really amazing. The structures in both languages are almost the same. An obvious example would be saying "i love you!". We follow the same sequences of words( subject + verb +object) but on the contrary,in many others languages, the sentences turn out to be "I you love". The only annoying problem about english is that it does not have a strict pronunciation system as french or other language. An ironic story says that once an Irish playwright spelled out an weird word as "ghoti" and asked people around how to pronounce it in englsih.Most people, as you expected and you probably say it the same way as them, pronounced it as"goatee". The playwright laughed out loud and said " no. it should be pronounced as 'fish', while 'gh' as in 'enough', 'o' as in 'women', and 'ti' as in 'action'." It is quite true, since when I first came across the word "island" I thought it is read as "izland". Anyway, english is just the way it is and I have to live with it ,trying to get used to it and making sense out of it. There is really no shortcut to master a new language but to practice practice and practice.
PS:You are more than welcome to correct any of the mistakes in my writing or give me some advice on how to write the most appropriate sentences. 30/10/2006 A boring day! I didn't do anything today. Got up at 11, and did my laundry, and went on to sleep until 4 o'clock in the afternoon. Then I just realized I have calculus midterm tomorrow. So I 'll keep studying. Wish myself good luck tomorrow.By the way, the time changed today.(daylight-saving time)the time difference between china and canada went back to 13 hours. 29/10/2006 Start cooking from now! The big advantage of living in Innis Rez is that you don't need to buy the mandatory food plan. Each meal will cost at least 8 dollars. It is like robbing you and you have to let it be. The meal plan is only a small example of how utterly mercenary UT is. But I am lucky, I got accepted to Innis which provides us utensils. Today, I bought a big pan and all kinds of condiments from China Town( I would rather call it Canton Town cause 90% people are from Guangdong province or Hongkong). I also bought a bag of pieces of pig skin with little fat on it. What am I gona do with that? Hehe, there is knack of how to make your pan rust-resistent (see 中国人多聪明! 嘿嘿). You turn on the stove and put the pan on it without putting anything in the pan. Wait till the pan is really hot and you rub some fat on the surface of the pan. You repeat those steps several times and the "refined" pan is produced. In china town, I could't help buying a lot of stuff. I felt I was in a supermarket in my hometown.But after I checked them out, I found they were way too heavy. I carried them all the way back to my rez and I couldn't feel my arm for the nexe hour( that is quite an experience).
In the evening, my suitemates and I went to Korean Town to try some korean food. We randomly picked a restaurant and ordered some unheard food( I ordered some stuff sounds like Gon Jia Tang). Korean food tends to be very spicy as everybody has already known. I can eat very spicy food but one of my friend who is form Hongzhou cannot eat very spicy food. His eyes kept watering like a weeping girl. Kelei and I lauged at him all the time. But considering he is from the JiangNan and people there are used to insipid food, we just gave him a break.
Next week I have two midterms(monday---calculus, wednesday---C++) and a boring CDS due on firday, I will just leave today's journal here.
PS:You are more than welcome to correct any of the mistakes in my writing or give me some advice on how to write the most appropriate sentences. 28/10/2006 keeping on the diary I have to say after not touching math for almost 2 years, I 've become so dumb. I don't even know the basic concepts of many stuff. I got my quiz 2 back today, losing 2 marks cause I didn't find the square root of a number correctly. I felt so fucked up when I knew the reason I lost the marks. You know, as a chinese man, if there is something that you should feel so proud of, it is the fact that you are one of the smartest people in the world and your ability to solve all math or physics' problems is undoubtedly invincible. I still believe it even though I got a huge slap on my face today. There gota be some chinese dudes who will prove that to those who haven't realize the fact and I am trying to be one of the dudes. (~~~hehe~~~)
This afternoon, I went to AC to play basketball and then worked out. In china, I am not considered as skinny at all but here, man, some white men are huge. I think their forearms are even bigger than my calves, and they work out with the weight which, if I pull it, will pull me up instead . I haven't done any exercise since I came to canada last year. Now I realized I have to keep myself healthy in order to study well. So, I decided after the midterms I would go to AC to work out (if I do that, I probably fail the finals since they are coming in less than a month.)
Toronto had a ice rain today. It was so cold. oh, I am surprised that I still know the difference between coldness and warm. I got another big blow up from the discrete math midterm. The question was so easy( unimaginably easy) it says "statement P: it is warm." and the question was like expressing the statement "it is not cold" using P. And I wrote something you may alreay guessed out. ( I wrote ~P which means the negation of statement P.) You may ask what the fuck was wrong with me. I don't know. Now I just feel the freezing rain is falling into my heart and I can't walk through the rain. I can't forgive myself after making such mistakes. Professors always told us:" there are easy marks. what do you do with them? ------YOU TAKE THEM!" I was laughing so hard when they made such advice because if a student is not stupid enough, he should konw what to do with the easy marks. Now I guess I was laughing at myseft so hard. Since even after the professors told us what to do with the easy marks and I still didn't get them, I guess I can't be any stupider.
Anyway, I had a bad day!
PS:You are more than welcome to correct any of the mistakes in my writing or give me some advice on how to write the most appropriate sentences. 27/10/2006 Start Writing Diary hum.... where to start? (Before I forgot, I need to say what I write may not be "diary", but may be some caprices or daydreams,actually just for practicing writing in english.huh
what am I talking about? I said I wanted to talk about the midterm. Right, the midterm was held in the most attractive hall in UT. The professor has been telling us how attractive the hall is for a week. I was so curious about the hall and couldn't stop imaging what it may look like. So this morning, I went there to have a look. To be honest, I was a little disapointed.( I should not have bragged about it to my friends before I checked it out first) But the most disturbing thing is the test itseft. Maybe it is the habit of professors here to give some questions he talked only once in the lecturn and assumes that we all remember . By the way, I don't know if that is the way how westerns remember stuff. They name every formula or theorem or even axiom after a name. Some names are even in Latin words or some weird spellings. But in fact, the essence of most of them are so self-evident that I don't see anywhere the names help us better understand the principle but give, me at least, a lot of trouble of memorizing those fancy names. Bad things happened to me cuz of the names. I didn't know a concept of a term and I asked the prof, he said to me:" we talked about that in class, if you were not there, i can't help you. " what the hell! I never skipped his lectures and I clearly remembered he only skimmed that topic once in about 1 minute. What can I say? The question was so simple to me but I couln't do it without knowing what i am supposed to do. That feeling was like me seeing thousands of bugs biting me but I couldn't do anything to help it. Anyway, the midterm only worths 25% of total so really no need to be haunted by that question.
I think after this midterm I learned what the way study in universities is supposed to be. Maybe there will be a lot more unexpected things to happen but still I am looking forward to the unknown but brilliant future.
Note:you are more than welcome to correct any mistake in my writing or give me advice on writing 03/08/2006 随便写写没啥可写的. 去了加拿大半年多, 写的感想吧.
国外就是秩序比中国好点 别的没啥了. 中国人真的是 遍布全世界啊 什么 visual minority 我看就是 多数. 中国强了 中国人多了, 地位也就上去了. 还是比较自豪的.
自豪不能只是说自己是中国人就自豪了 说的事实吧. 西方人, 错了 不能说整个西方 就是北美吧, 高中之前的教育就是shit. 不是脏话 是愤慨加无奈. 要是有哪位想去加拿大读高中 就知道了. 那种教育就是幼儿园式的教育, 同学的智力水平也就是中国幼儿园水平吧. 过来就知道中国人理工有多牛逼了. 任何一个在中国读了初中的人(稍微有点不严谨 不能说任何 但也八九不离十) 到这边读高中 甚至是大学一 二年级, 不拿100 都难. waterloo 是这边比较牛的理科大学了, 有个 waterloo math contest( 还说是竞赛
理工就不说了. 说说这英文吧. 为啥english是 这样的流行啊. 我感觉 不只是因为英国的 殖民统治 当年的"日不落" 当然也让英文广泛流传了, 还有就是 英文还最简简单的西方语言了( 注意 不是最简单之一). 看看法语 西班牙语 更别说什么俄语, 都出奇的长. 那语法简直了 有个英文叫 redundant 说那些语言 包括英文太恰当了. 他们哪知道 中文的无限魅力啊. 这叫 5000年的文化积累, 这帮老外 200 年历史 进化还不完全呢, 国家没啥文化, 人也没文化.
他们老师强调什么 shakespeare, 我看了一部悲剧 写的那叫一个废话多啊. 外国人老师怕人不明白他的意思 拼命的描述 看的都恶心了. 让他们看看中国的古诗 多美啊. 有个女生问我 中文有押韵么 她那意思是说 英文是拼音文字 能押韵 我靠 老子给她举了无数的古诗例子 当场她就傻了.
唉 出去见识见识 也挺不错的. 经历多了 感想也多啊!! 以后慢慢写吧. 今天困了 就到这. 07/07/2006 Say "I love you" in 76 languages
76种语言说——我爱你
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